So when you see the word random you will be reading  into my mind because they will consist  of the thoughts  that i may have at that moment. So here is the first thought,  I want to be  the women that is with her husband  and 20 years from now as we change into the woman and man that we may become i want him to still love me they way he do now but 10x ‘s more. Ohh now thats Love!



So the weekend was amazing. I had the chance to sleep in and enjoy  fun with my honey. The children  stayed behind  to hang with the grandparents.  439 well thats the room number that we shared moments and laughter. Can’t wait to go away again but it was time to leave  439 behind  and come back to reality. Waking up early  getting kids ready for school and finishing  off my homework  as well. It is always a blessing when we as adults  can take time away and spend it with the one person that help you  make reality all worth it!

Chapter 3

So im still on this weight loss although it’s only been three days. So the clues to all of this is that each chapter makes another day. So when i get to chapter 15 i know that im doing something right and that’s  STICKING TO IT! My goal is to lose 78 pounds. I feel that i can do it while sharing my every minute  of struggle because i know that within those 15 days I’m  getting somewhere and make a difference. I want to love what i see. Now dont get me wrong i do love me as a women i just want to LOVE ALL OF ME!.
Being over weight isn’t fun so i took that step of making the decision  of saying enough is enough.
Well I’m out! When I’m feeling like i wanna eat something this late i just go to sleep.

A Love Note!

I have always  thought its nice to see a note from someone  that really cares for you. Rathers it’s  a parent, child, spouse, or friend. Well my love note is to my spouse and i always send him a text before bed being that he falls alseep before me and i tell him  how much i love and appreciate  him each and everyday. Then my last words are always i love you and have a good day at work. Knowing its the first thing he gets when he wakes up just makes me feel good. He knows it before his  day starts that before i closed my eyes at night he was on my mind. Of course beside my babies. They come first. But when im having a moment  with him everything counts. Show your love one’s  you care. Send a text right now even if they are asleep. At least they know u was thinking of them on that hour. Tomorrow  is Never  Promised  to us! Cherish it! God knows i do!

The start of a new journey!

The start of a new journey  that was well OVERDUE! I have decided that i want to lost weight and take it off for good this time. I have syartes many diets of course but they only last awhile once i felt like i have reached my goal. So i say that this time around it going to come off and stay off. Now i thought by me sharing my journey  it just  might help someone to want to make the change and get healthy  within  thier lives. So to those that may read and join me, I appreciate  you and lets start doing whats best for us and let the world know it.

I’m Ready To Own It