I ask myself the question everyday, “what’s changed”?, but then my reply is always the same. It’s either nothing “same ol, same ol”. To be honest im tired of this response. I need something to change and change for my good. There is so much that i want to accomplish but seem to be getting no where, but then i think about my many blessings and “God” as been mighty good to be. So now instead of asking “what’s changed”? I would simpy reply “my life has changed everyday that i wake up I’m blessed to be on another task in my life, and I am able to accomplish them within my right mind”. So when you know that there is something bigger then you, you learn to understand the question “What’s Changed”? To simple “what was your blessing for the day”!in your life.
So i never been good with understanding my dreams but this one kindof hit me. So i was taking a nap after dealing with medical issues all week and in this dream there was people around me as thought they were happy to see me doing so good. But what got me the most was when i hugged my auntie. Now ive always thought that i was affectionate but after this dream it made me feel like i wasn’t as much as i should be. I hugged her so tight i didn’t wanna let go of her. She even said some things in the dream that stuck with me when i woke up. She said “im your auntie although in very young!lol .”(this she always pointed out) ” I love you very much” well after that I woke up. So now all day i though to myself the next time in the present of my auntie that is only 9 years older then me. I will hug and tell her just how much I love her back. Today in that dream i seen how very blessed i was to have good people in my corner.
So ive been waiting for test result to come back from doctors and no word. Its scary not knowing what’s going to happen or if anything is even happening at all. Im scared but i also trust and god. More reason on why now it time to live life and not stress out about the things i have no control over.
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The LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower.
Psalms 18:2. http://bit.ly/bibleappkjv
So i haven’t been able to post like i wanted to be i think im backkkk! One day at a time i tell myself.
So when you see the word random you will be reading into my mind because they will consist of the thoughts that i may have at that moment. So here is the first thought, I want to be the women that is with her husband and 20 years from now as we change into the woman and man that we may become i want him to still love me they way he do now but 10x ‘s more. Ohh now thats Love!
So the weekend was amazing. I had the chance to sleep in and enjoy fun with my honey. The children stayed behind to hang with the grandparents. 439 well thats the room number that we shared moments and laughter. Can’t wait to go away again but it was time to leave 439 behind and come back to reality. Waking up early getting kids ready for school and finishing off my homework as well. It is always a blessing when we as adults can take time away and spend it with the one person that help you make reality all worth it!
So im still on this weight loss although it’s only been three days. So the clues to all of this is that each chapter makes another day. So when i get to chapter 15 i know that im doing something right and that’s STICKING TO IT! My goal is to lose 78 pounds. I feel that i can do it while sharing my every minute of struggle because i know that within those 15 days I’m getting somewhere and make a difference. I want to love what i see. Now dont get me wrong i do love me as a women i just want to LOVE ALL OF ME!.
Being over weight isn’t fun so i took that step of making the decision of saying enough is enough.
Well I’m out! When I’m feeling like i wanna eat something this late i just go to sleep.